Wonder Where I've Been?

It's been over a month since I wrote. Forgive me, I've been taking care of a small person.

Only a few hours old.

On November 30, at 11:53 am, Conner decided to come a little early. Since then, the only source of the internet I've had the energy for was from my phone. I'm not at freaked out and as terrible at this as I thought I'd be, but I am as exhausted as I guessed. But it's a good thing. Even during labor, I still didn't have those motherly feelings popping up like I had assumed would. The second the doctor laid him on my chest, they did. I couldn't imagine not having him now. 

Hospital picture!

I was hoping that mommyhood would inspire me to write more. Honestly, it's made me hate this blog. I still want to blog and share, but I've finally realized I have no talent for coding anymore. I'm way too simple with it and it leaves me with a design I simply can't stand. Adding in pictures irks me because I can't even get a small border around them. I've relied on the "helpers" that make anyone thing they can design a layout for so long, I've forgotten half of everything I ever taught myself. And to think, this is what I wanted to go to college for. So, you can see why this whole thing makes me feel like a failure. I'm going to give it one more shot. New layout and all. After that I'm done. Truthfully, I don't even want to be on blogger anymore. I'd like to try wordpress, but sadly, I've got so illiterate with this, it confuses me. So here's to nothing, literally.